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July 24, 2013

Dude omg yesterday was so much freaking fun. So me and my friend decided to walk to his house. He was weirded out at first, but then we were talking. He said that him and that other girl hadn't been dating since midterms. So she was the lier in this one. Anyways then he wanted me to come inside and talk to me alone. So I did and my friend just sat outside. So I went in we both sat on the couch. I wasn't sitting like really close to him. then he pulled me closer and said "so whats up" I said idk. He said "do you still wanna be with me" I said yea. Then he said "well theres your answer then". Then we kissed. It was cool. But then he started to tickle me and I hate it when people tickle me because I like start moving all over the place. I'm very ticklish. It's cute though when he tickles me haha. We all were hanging out for like 4 hours. I thought it was pretty fun, but my best didn't like it I don't think.

Hey Buddy

Welp so I have been dating him for 2 weeks 3 days. We fighted just once during that time because of this girl who kept making shit up. She was really annoying. I'm happy we are still dating. I just wanna know that I can trust him.

I Trust You.

You need to understand that when I say I trust you it means you haven't lied to me and I believe in you. Once I say I trust you, if you break that trust it may be impossible to gain it back. The week in a half that we have dated I feel in my heart that I can trust you. I need you to promise me one thing and that is that you will not jeopardize that trust. Will you? Because without trust we are nothing.The meaning of trust....let me explain it for you trust is what allows us to have a true relationship, without it we cannot converse without wondering whether the person speaks truthfully. You would be unable to believe what one another is saying. Think of a trust fall, you have to believe in your partner and have faith that they will catch you and not let you fall. Do you understand the meaning of trust now? I hope so. Well now you know what it means.
I've known you for a year, we dated back in December and now again in July. I really want this relationship to last long...don't you?
I've been a wreck since February because of a heartbreak. Once we started talking again you actually made me feel like my heart might heal. Then when you asked me out....I felt happy. Like I actually felt happy, which I haven't felt for 5 months.I want to thank you for that. Talking to you puts a smile on my face.

I wish you could read this and understand what I am trying to say.
Welp. Bye.

Missing Him

I've been dating him for 1 week 5 days and out of all those days I saw him once. Kinda sad aint it? Well I think so. I miss seeing him. Yea we may text every other day, but we don't talk on phone or anything like that. It makes me sad that the only way to see my boyfriend is if I walk to his house. Its almost a 2 hour walk tho. I have no ride to get to his house. It all just sucks. The thing I'm really looking forward to is once school starts I can walk to his house whenever because he lives right by the school. To be exact its a 11 minute walk. Thats way better than a 2 hour walk. I just gotta wait 5 more weeks till school starts and I will be able to see him everyday.

New Status

In a Relationship

So I've been in a relationship since Monday. I thought this guy was sweet and caring and just nice. Turns out he likes to be an ass. Ok thats messed up of me saying it, but its true. Me and my bestfriend think that he only wants sex....Which I'm beginning to think thats true. I gave him something before he asked me out (on the same day tho), something I can't take back. The way he asked me out was just so sweet. It's unforgettable. I can't even hang out with my own boyfriend because he lives in a different town. The only way for us to hang is if I walk. It takes 15 minutes to drive there and takes 1 hour 58 minutes to walk. He doesn't even act like he wants to hang with me. Sad thing is we have only been dating for 6 days and 5 of those days he has asked for sex. I'm not quite sure if thats normal for a guy, but I just wish he'd give it a break. I hope my friends right when she says "I'm sure he likes you for you"....If he doesn't broken hearted once again. I can't go through that again.